...

She isn't in love She pretended to And now she ignored me Not that she ignore me at all cost She still took her time replacing me when I'm tired But that's it And I'm lonely, even much than before It isn't that what she said is wrong I just don't wanna admit it He's the comfort I need ^^ Even she can't deny it But true, he isn't one kind guy either It made me think twice, how stupid I was when I fought with her Hey, boy, do you know how much I want you as my dolls collection? Cause you are such beauty, despite your forever sweet lies And I love you as much as I love my other dolls If only he was completely such kind guy... Pity me...

...

Who is she?

I don’t think you need to know, honey

Is she the one?

Listen, I know you’re curious, but I don’t think you’d like it when I answer

Don’t worry. I’m ready ^^

...

So, is she the one?

Yeah

I get it ^^ So she’s the one. Though our existance was better than the girl, still. He found her, eh.

Our replacement

Na-ah. Not replacement, just a new one. ^^

You okay with that?

No. ^^ But I can’t do anything, right? Though I pushed everything I have to the limit, he’s never mine from the beginning

We weren’t his to begin with

You’re not his to begin with. I am. I let him have me and I let it go too far

Still you okay with it?

I am okay with it. If he’s happy, I am happy too ^^

...Then why are you crying?

I-I... I’m sorry...

I’m sorry I can’t make him stay, honey. I just... Aish. I’m sorry that I can’t change into a better person for him, I’m sorry that I can’t make him like you

It’s okay ^^

...

Hey

Yea?

Should it be this painful?

Yeah

Did you feel hurt as well?

Yeah

Just like old time, isn’t it?

...Just like old time

Is it much more painful than old time?

Eh?

It’s been pretty long, much much longer than last time. I don’t really think we could handle it like how we had handled it

Na-ah, not that painful. It’s just...

Just what?

I hate being replaced

I-it’s not like that! We are not being replaced! He said we’re not being replaced!

Don’t be dense. I know you’re not stupid. He just say that so that we won’t be all tensed up or freaked out or even turned into that girl. You know the cycle, we’re getting replaced

He’s not like that! There’s no way he wou—

Shut up. Please, just once, shut up. Stop all the unnecessary bullshit and let me sleep. I don’t wanna think of any argument now

But he said he wish that I'm his little sister!

And you'd like to be one?! I think the whole point of living is him not being in our family! Not like the first person you like!

B-but we like him! I like him!

We had talked enough about this! Can’t I get even a single day of rest?!

Hey, w-wait. Why are you being this way?

Cause you’re just annoying, okay?! He’s just! Aish!

Why are you mad to him?

Because he’s the one at fault!

No! He’s not!

Yea right! Just go and sell yourself then! I’m sure he’s too precious that you can’t deny!

Wh—I’m... No!

Fuck! Hell yeah, you would rather lose everything than him!

What are you saying? Why are you being like this?!

Cause you act like his dog! Even dog isn’t that stupid!

I’m not a dog!

Hell, you act like one! You try to get rid of me! Me!!! Me who had protected you all this time, me who save you from that ungrateful bastard! Me who suffered for you just because I love you too much! I had done everything for you! WHY ME?!!!

...I-I... I...

Fuck this! Go away!

I’m sorry, okay?!

Sorry denied! Go find someone else to turn to next time he made you his slave! Fuckin’ go and leave me alone!

...

Are you sick?

No


But you're eating so many medicine.
Are you sure you're not sick?

Yes


But you look suffering

No. Don't worry, honey.


Really?

Yes :)


So why are you crying?

I'm not :)
Now go to sleep. I'll study for you


Okay...
I love you.

I love you too

...

Imma kill that bastard

Nooooo!!!


He hurt you. Again. Again. Again.

But I like him! You can't do it, I had said that I'll die before him!

And I'll die before you! Fucking stop pretending everything's alright! He keep on making you suffer, why staying?! You're not that dense!

Well maybe I am!

FUCKIN NO

Why did you force me to leave?

Cause I know how it would end. Just like before. Except that this time, I couldn't make you leave him. And that's bad

It's not that bad. You know th--

I'll... I'll just... Aish! What's your fuckin problem of leaving him?! I thought we both agree that there's not only one man in this world! 

But he's the one. I'm very sure th--

That he's the choosen one? Huh. And how would you even know that? Huh? Huh?

He... He's alike! !!! 


...What?

He's... Alike with dad

N-no way. He's not even nice! Dad's different, you know that! We had admitted that dad's the most important person in this world. Yeah, he is sucks these days indeed, but--

Dad's not sucks!

I'm not saying such thing by saying that. By saying they're alike, you said that. ... I-I'm sorry, baby. I didn't mean to hurt you... I-I just... I'm so stupid, I'm so sorry. Honey, sweetheart, baby. Don't cry. Please, it breaks my heart seeing you like this. I-I... I... Huaaaaaaaaa!!! I'm sorry!!!

W-why are you crying too?

You never cry this long before! And it's because me! Huaaaa!!!

...I-I'll stop crying! You too!!!

*sniff* Really? *sniff*

Y-yes!

:) Thank you. I really love you, baby. Fuckin love you so much that I can't live without you. I'm gonna save you from anything that could harm you, even though it would cost me my life

You're too over. ^^

I'm not. I mean it. :)

...Kay?

I love you

I love you too.

...

...Upset?

Are you?

Yeah. You?

Go figure out, you're the writer. He makes my baby upset, what do I feel?

Angry?

Smart. Yes, honey, I'm angry as hell.

He didn't mean to disappoint me. Just that he isn't sure himself.

Didn't mean to? We had suffered enough.

Please, listen. It's not his fault... We're just...

No, you listen, and you listen well. You like him too much that it hurts. I'm not going to let that happen. I'm taking over today.

But!

But what?! You want to be all nice to him after he disappointed you? Think honey, sometimes you're just too dense.

...

Come here, don't cry. You know I love you, right?

Yes...

He didn't deserve you. If he do, he'll make it work. Keep your faith and pride high, and put your hope the lowest. Go to bed. Rest.

Okay...

I love you, honey.

I love you too.

...

I come with good news...
Or bad?
I have no idea

She was acting, and still is, weird
It isn't like her, so I tried to see more 

She's behaving...
Mad
Like it isn't her, as I said before
She started to protect us so suddenly
And somehow she cheer me up in different way
Like, "it's isn't wise to wish upon something that probably wasn't meant for you, but hoping isn't a sin"
And it isn't her!
If it's her, she'll go with "I don't think you're going to survive if you continue", or "stop being so loving, it's useless"
And she picked clothes!
It's like, centuries since the last time she did something like that!!!

And yesterday, as he hugged us
So warm, so comfortable
She smiled, for once, that one smile that usually solely for me
That heart warming smile that I treasure so much  

Then I know
^^
We're together weren't for nothing
I can learn too

When he said horrible words
To me, to us indirectly, to her
She's angry as hell, yes
As she is
But when he got home, did she think I'm that careless?
...
Well, I guess soo... -3-
But I can peek too
Though not much
As he apologize
The relief smile followed by a simply taken aback expression
Shock, like never before
And the simple lone tear

She...
She likes him too

...

We finally get some rest! ^^
Finally after a tiring week of exams, we can relax a bit!
So tired!

Could you please...
Just get to the point...
I'm sleepy as hell...

Ah, yeap!
I just wanna say goodnight!
G'night~

...
Gnite...

Love you

I love you too
Sleep tight