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Thursday, May 10, 2012

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Who is she?

I don’t think you need to know, honey

Is she the one?

Listen, I know you’re curious, but I don’t think you’d like it when I answer

Don’t worry. I’m ready ^^

...

So, is she the one?

Yeah

I get it ^^ So she’s the one. Though our existance was better than the girl, still. He found her, eh.

Our replacement

Na-ah. Not replacement, just a new one. ^^

You okay with that?

No. ^^ But I can’t do anything, right? Though I pushed everything I have to the limit, he’s never mine from the beginning

We weren’t his to begin with

You’re not his to begin with. I am. I let him have me and I let it go too far

Still you okay with it?

I am okay with it. If he’s happy, I am happy too ^^

...Then why are you crying?

I-I... I’m sorry...

I’m sorry I can’t make him stay, honey. I just... Aish. I’m sorry that I can’t change into a better person for him, I’m sorry that I can’t make him like you

It’s okay ^^

...

Hey

Yea?

Should it be this painful?

Yeah

Did you feel hurt as well?

Yeah

Just like old time, isn’t it?

...Just like old time

Is it much more painful than old time?

Eh?

It’s been pretty long, much much longer than last time. I don’t really think we could handle it like how we had handled it

Na-ah, not that painful. It’s just...

Just what?

I hate being replaced

I-it’s not like that! We are not being replaced! He said we’re not being replaced!

Don’t be dense. I know you’re not stupid. He just say that so that we won’t be all tensed up or freaked out or even turned into that girl. You know the cycle, we’re getting replaced

He’s not like that! There’s no way he wou—

Shut up. Please, just once, shut up. Stop all the unnecessary bullshit and let me sleep. I don’t wanna think of any argument now

But he said he wish that I'm his little sister!

And you'd like to be one?! I think the whole point of living is him not being in our family! Not like the first person you like!

B-but we like him! I like him!

We had talked enough about this! Can’t I get even a single day of rest?!

Hey, w-wait. Why are you being this way?

Cause you’re just annoying, okay?! He’s just! Aish!

Why are you mad to him?

Because he’s the one at fault!

No! He’s not!

Yea right! Just go and sell yourself then! I’m sure he’s too precious that you can’t deny!

Wh—I’m... No!

Fuck! Hell yeah, you would rather lose everything than him!

What are you saying? Why are you being like this?!

Cause you act like his dog! Even dog isn’t that stupid!

I’m not a dog!

Hell, you act like one! You try to get rid of me! Me!!! Me who had protected you all this time, me who save you from that ungrateful bastard! Me who suffered for you just because I love you too much! I had done everything for you! WHY ME?!!!

...I-I... I...

Fuck this! Go away!

I’m sorry, okay?!

Sorry denied! Go find someone else to turn to next time he made you his slave! Fuckin’ go and leave me alone!

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