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Night everyone! ^^

It seemed that she had posted before me... Ehehe
We take turns to sleep, since tomorrow we have to be up pretty early

Today's sucks.
He still refuse to smile, and he seems angry all the time
When we change and she took over though, he somehow get close
Asking what's wrong, placing his hands on our shoulder, etc
Not that I have anything against it, but why her?
Why not when I'm in control?

She didn't show any indication of liking him, but she's the one doing all the lovey dovey stuff...
And since it's always been like that, I mustn't be jealous, right..?
>.< I'm so confused...

It's always been like that, her walking in front of me
Though I like it first, she always get it before me
Yeah, well, she also clean up what I destroy, but still... T.T
Am I that unfortunate...

Though I'm the one liking him too much...
Why is it that I feel like I'm watching her and him as lovers?
She's doing all the intense staring, the touches, the sweet talks...
Why couldn't I be the one making him doing all that?

I shouldn't be selfish, but I'm jealous...
He's going to leave soon, yet I couldn't even talk to him properly!
Not even asking him to go out! >.<

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Anyway! ^^
Let's stop talking about that, if I get my brain working hard she might woke up!

Today has been really tiring...
We suppose to have some kind of study trip tomorrow...
Must be in great health! ^^
That's all from me!
(I think we'll post later tonight after she woke up, though ^^)