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I want to sleep
Believe me, I really do
I dunno whether it's just me or my environment, but sleeping early is not me
Probably because of her, cause she need to wake up at least till 11 to accompany that man 
But in the end she sleeps early, about 10 pm at night
I'm relieved that she does, though that means I have to wake up a little bit longer, 1 am on top
My daily resting time is about 4-5 hours, waking up early for homework excluded
And I'm exhausted

But she's happy, and I'm glad
She accept me, so I will try my best to return her happiness

I love her
I love her so much to the point that it hurts, seeing her suffer
I will do my best
I will surely do